I will remain silent. i will die in peace. I believe.

so many things happen this few days.

Seriously, i am getting numb.

Neither that i support anyone of them nor i am enjoying this show.

I am just too tired for this.

I want to get out from this mess.

But i am still worrying for their both.

Not to say i am greedy or what, to hope to have them in the same time.

I am just care about them.

Yeah, people might think that i am such a poser, or whatever they called.

I . DO. NOT. CARE.

I am tired.

Why all these shit happen just so fast? So fast than what i can handle.

My sis told me to step out from this.

i agreed.

But still,

i am having my heartache.

I just can't help to think about this,

to know what's going now.

I am tired.

People might think that,

as a friend ( or ex-fren ),

i should give support to them.

Both of them.

I am just too tired.

I don't even have feeling on other thing.

I know that i am not the victim of this broke up.

But, same with other,

This does affects on our life.

Maybe you can't see it.

But,

i know the pain.

I know this is hard,

But,

is that possible that we just remain silent and let these bad memories, just fade away by itself?

Perhaps, perhaps.

sometimes, i know that my emotional might cause the things getting worser, but, i just can't help to let my emotional control my action.

i am just being myself.

P/S : i sincerely hope that, no matter what is the ending, u both will move on and have your happily ever after.

2010.