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i like you too much and it hurts.

..

i shall stop online stalking,
it's suck.

when the moment you found out the truth hide under the stone,
u feel like want to bang the wall and kill urself,
like totally.

haiz.
i am so damned.
i wonder how i going to get over all these shit,
trust me.

u all shall never ever online stalking.
online stalker.

bye.

Current Life

Everything is fine, except that my current bank balance is driving me crazy, i should stop craving for sushi. one plate for 4 bucks, that's mean i hv to spend around 100 just to eat 25 plates ebiko sushi. Okay, is time to cutting down the ebiko intake, somemore rumors said that if u ate too much of sushi will cause u fail in mathematics. LMAO.

Study life is "fun", especially the assignment, presentation, tutorial question and so on is make my life so "enjoy" and "happy". Wake up early in the morning is suck, especially after i apply for P1 in my current house, i can't help but surfing net till 1 am something. XD

Now i just agree that "face condition reflect your life ". Let's see... so many pimples and blackhead around my lip and forehead. i don't even have the energy to cover it. wake up, after wash my face and eat the bread, straightly go to school, i don't even bother to put on the sunblock or eyeliner. And ya, i should go to get myself more t-shirt since tee is the best choice to wear to school. No, please do not say that i am getting lazy or slumber ( yes i am .. ), you hv to consider abt the weather, and i am only allow to wear jeans and tee to school.

Currently listening to Confide, quite nice, best music to accompany u while walking to the class and listening in the lecture while the lecturer is making you sleepy.

Been became really good girl these days, greeting the tutors whenever i see them, just to make sure that they will hv good impression on me, and not to category me into " lazy and stupid " group. LMAO.

Aiks, got to go to take shower and sleep now, next time should reject them when they ask me to watch world cup or drink beer. =X

sigh

i hate 8am class. seriously.
and the lecturers keep giving us pressure
like:

if u dont listen then u CONFIRM FAIL YOUR PAPER
if u skip class then u CONFIRM FAIL YOUR PAPAER
NO SHORT! NO SKIRT!

and the assignments is so many like i can never finish it
i have to wake up before six to ensure there is a parking for me

and hv to do all the tutorial question to avoid questioning from my tutors
and revison to prepare for sudden test

My school bag is so heavy and so do my file

haiz.
study life aint good as i thought.
pweeeeh.




my heavy book. dang it.

LIFE

i miss you

seriously.


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