Letter for you, my old bestie.

I am not the one who causes all these shit.

I am not the one who start to hurt another.

I do care whether i am going to die or stay alive, even though i am not really familiar with the situation i have.

You moving on,

so do i.

No one is perfect,

Like what you said.

But at least i can be the one who being honest to my own feeling,

and to my old Bestie.

You said you want to hold on,

and i choose to slip away.

Before you tried to save our friendship,

I was the one who trying to put off the fire.

But still,

The wound you cause is gonna stay here forever.

I don't mind,

i believe with Love,

we can get over this together.

I never being honest enough.

This is what you said.

I don't mind to betray my own heart and tell you that i am good with everything.

I don't mind to go against my will and just want to be the one who will stand by your side when you need me.

I told you anything, everything cause i know that i can trust you.

But still,

" You are just never being honest enough."

Are you forget that,

how sensitive i am with anything u said to me.

This is the main reason why i decide to leave you,

is not about the break up.

Just use ur heart and think with your brain.

Why would i rush to your place the moment you called me?

Think it, with your brain.

I ain't stupid,

Because i know what am i doing now.

Move on to the life without you.

Move on to the life that i don't have you as my soul mate.

Like you said,

You don't care what i am thinking.

So why should i care anymore, right?

Thanks for predict my future,

that i gain nothing but pain in my ass.

I never expect to gain anything with the decision i made.

Like what i said,

I rather to be alone if i have to.

I am not the one you know anymore,

And, you are not the one i know anymore.

Just bury the past and move on.

I buried my memories with you,

how about you?