Sshhhh

Everything was wrong from the beginning till the end.

Although i said that i am getting numb of all these things, but seriously i am still stuck in this. Maybe i am not the only 1 who still cannot let it go as it is.

Whatever, i am such a loser and poser LOL

Letter for you, my old bestie.

I am not the one who causes all these shit.

I am not the one who start to hurt another.

I do care whether i am going to die or stay alive, even though i am not really familiar with the situation i have.

You moving on,

so do i.

No one is perfect,

Like what you said.

But at least i can be the one who being honest to my own feeling,

and to my old Bestie.

You said you want to hold on,

and i choose to slip away.

Before you tried to save our friendship,

I was the one who trying to put off the fire.

But still,

The wound you cause is gonna stay here forever.

I don't mind,

i believe with Love,

we can get over this together.

I never being honest enough.

This is what you said.

I don't mind to betray my own heart and tell you that i am good with everything.

I don't mind to go against my will and just want to be the one who will stand by your side when you need me.

I told you anything, everything cause i know that i can trust you.

But still,

" You are just never being honest enough."

Are you forget that,

how sensitive i am with anything u said to me.

This is the main reason why i decide to leave you,

is not about the break up.

Just use ur heart and think with your brain.

Why would i rush to your place the moment you called me?

Think it, with your brain.

I ain't stupid,

Because i know what am i doing now.

Move on to the life without you.

Move on to the life that i don't have you as my soul mate.

Like you said,

You don't care what i am thinking.

So why should i care anymore, right?

Thanks for predict my future,

that i gain nothing but pain in my ass.

I never expect to gain anything with the decision i made.

Like what i said,

I rather to be alone if i have to.

I am not the one you know anymore,

And, you are not the one i know anymore.

Just bury the past and move on.

I buried my memories with you,

how about you?

Moving On Moving On

8:01am.

and i am going back KL in 2 more hours.

HAHA. Everything worked out so perfectly. Okay maybe it is not, but, i am really glad cause finally James didnt make any noise again. LOL!!!!!

Like someone said: hold no grudges on anything.. whatever is over is just over as it is.

*jumping happily like those stupid kiddo*

Okay, so, end of this story. *put into drawer and lock it, throw the key out of window*

CNY is coming, in one more week! haha, no, i am not enjoying at all, cause CNY mean annual dinner, cookies, extra house chore for me, dang! And i burnt my hand while baking, dang pain okay!! As what i can see, i going to have an ugly scare on my right hand....-.-

But okay la, i am going to KL so at least i can free from these shit for 2 days, 2 DAYS!!

That's it.

i am lying.

i am not okay at all.

The reason we fighting is not because of this break up.

It is because that u think that i am not being honest enough.

Ya i shouldnt keep saying about this like an old nanny.

But, i just want u to know,

not matter what,

i am out of your shit.

Seriously.

XD

and ya, ada gig on this coming Sunday!!! woowowowowow!!! XD

Hello Kitty : Creepy mannnnnn

Yeah, i know, i know i like Hello Kitty before. Okay, is not like, is LOVED.

But now, after i heard from someone about Hello Kitty, i just realized that actually Hello Kitty is pretty creepy and scary.

They said : Hello Kitty used to have mouth and paw, just like normal kitten. Hello Kitty was created by a random Ah Pek , he made the toy and give to his grandchild. After his grandchild get the gift, he fall sick and then , he died.

You know la, old people love to keep old stuff and give to other. so, this toy passed to another children, died also.

So after many kids died after they get this toy, FINALLY someone think that something must be wrong. So they made the damn FEAR FACTOR thing and they found out that....

The Hello Kitty actually used its nail to dig out the brain from children's ear and eat it. U know why nobody know about this? Because it licked all the bloodstain with it's tongue.

Belum habis lagi.....

They were so scared and some of them even wet their pants. so they wait till next morning, and the Hello Kitty back to the normal soft toy look. They use the bamboo stick and poking the soft toy to make sure that it wont bite. Then they play scissor paper stone to choose who is the one going to destroy the toy.

An unlucky guy who is meant to be the HERO OF THE WORLD ( actually he just lost in the game ) pick the toy up, and pluck off the "fingers" and the nails. He use the needle sew up its mouth and throw the toy into the sea after their traditional GHOST CHASING CEREMONY.

Maybe this toy is mean to be famous or what, it'd successfully swan over the pacific ocean, atlantica ocean, South China ocean and finally, it arrived JAPAN and picked up by another random Ah Pek. Because of the mouthless and fingerless kitten is " CAWAII" in Ni-hon people's eyes, so this Ah Pek decided to produce thousand and thousand of the toy and sell to those who " yi yi ah ah!!! CAWAII DESU NEEEE" when they see this toy.

Few years later, this Ah Pek establish a company, SANARIO.

But still, some of the people still believe that one day, this Hello Kitty will be awake and eat people brain again, so , make sure ur Hello Kitty is pirated and not from Sanario Company.

P/s : okay la actually part of the story is bluff 1 la...But i really heard before that actually Hello Kitty is haunting by EVIL Devil .